go to bed, says the voice behind my head. But why? There is not much excitement on tomorrow´s awake. Why should I go to bed if I have nothing to dream with? What sort of state is this one, of numbness and not knowing, almost like a life´s anestesia. I feel weak and tired, the cold and the wind outside makes me want to cry, my eyes hurt, it has been too many hours in front of a laptop, although I don´t know why I stayed for so long in here, as I feel that nothing came from it.
go to bed, says the voice again. But the fear of penetrating the dreamland is so strong, and I cannot loose the control of my body right now.
I have tooth pain, I feel like I have been smoking too much, maybe there is a connection no? I´ve been having this urge of interpretating my dreams aswell, the other day I dreamed of a pig eating my clothes, It was creepy, I ended up discovering that it has to do with envy and glutony, which kind of made sense in the sort of period that I am living.
my eyes hurt even more... go to bed....

I´ll try.